爱笑的眼睛

年纪大了果然不能睡前喝咖啡！↵ 眼看着现在这钟点就是以前做大作业最迟不会超过的时间就觉得不高兴～那个每次专业课哪怕是结课作业我也随便怎么样做到3点半一定收工，爬上床的时候就看星星还在下面摸阿摸摸出一个又一个的通宵就觉得很羞愧，不过好在老师大概都了解我已经晚睡到极限了，都还是很好心的给我优的世代已经一去不复返；我开始不可遏制地晚睡，为了各种正当或荒谬的理由，像人生唯一一个为了写论文而通宵的夜晚那样可着劲儿地燃烧小宇宙。↵ 今天华丽丽的319聚会让现在趴在床上的我满脑子想的都是那些个被德高望重的寝室长星星拿从我床上掉落的娃娃把我砸醒和对面猫猫无限温柔的猴子～起床了的呼唤中展开的每一个美好的早晨，那些个被绚绚阳光漏过树叶撒在裙子上的史上最无暴点的卧谈会小故事雷倒的夜晚，那些个猫猫到点为了接dj电话而以“我要和时间赛跑了”为opening跳起来冲进wc洗漱的晚上，那些个打着联络专业课小组感情旗号的饭友聚会，那些个连自己都忘记的男生的代号总会在互相依稀的回忆中拼凑完整，那些同居四年只有欢乐从来没有争吵的姐妹们和那些原先把我们捧在手心放在心里居然交了女友就完全没了人性的兄弟们～哈哈，太让我怀念了。↵ 只是今天虽然在出租车上大家就痛快地忆了下意气风发的当年，一捂进costa就变成了星星的婚嫁讨论专题。由过来人绚绚，好事者猫猫和完全搞不清楚状况的我讨论的个high啊。↵ 。。。。。。。。我是被打断原先预期的分割线，因为猫猫大半夜的也睡不着上线啦～～～。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。↵ 而且bt的事件是msn居然给我自动上线了－。－遭好了，我还一直以为自己隐着。。。结果就是1点才蔓延到美国的鄙视顿时再4点被扩大到加拿大，意大利，荷兰和土耳其,厄。。我不活了我，msn太38，简直就是狗仔嘛～↵ 好了，我要和猫猫卧谈去了，决定很不负责任的结束这篇。我的地盘我做主么～↵ 就噶。

always and forever is forever young your shadow on the pavement the dark side of the sun gotta dream the dream all over and sleep it tight you don't wanna sing the blues in black and white and let's hope that sping's eternal for everyone if it ain't broken, break it all the damage done try and love somebody just wanna love somebody right now there's just no pleasing me try and love somebody just wanna love somebody right now lady, lay your love on me ballad in the rainbow just mells away there's not enough minutes in an hour or hours of the day a song played in a circle that never skips a beat a stranger on a country that i have yet to meet and let's hope that spring's eternal for everyone your lifetime in a second though the damage done try and love somebody just wanna love somebody right now 'cause there's just no pleasing me i wanna love somebody just wanna love somebody right now lady, lay your love on me it'll come in your sweet time load i just gotta you in the blind leadin' the blind load getting underneath your skin i can feel you in the silence saying let forever be love, only love will set you free i wanna love somebody wanna love somebody right now there's just no pleasing me i wanna love somebody just wanna somebody right now lady, lay your love on me it'll come in your sweet load i just gotta let you in the blind leadin' the blind load getting underneath your skin i can feel you in the silence let forever be love and only love will set you free* i sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we're grey and old 'cos i've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when i'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and i feel that love is dead i'm loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether i'm right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me i know that life won't break me when i come to call she won't forsake me i'm loving angels instead when i'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street i look above and i know i'll always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead i'm loving angels instead& singing for the lonely youre not the only ones who feel this so scared of what were doing all the time here comes wasted head-space paranoia anger, misplaced feelings leave me nowhere all the time i dont wake up early every morning cause the more i sleep the less i have to say scared of you always thinking that im boring stop me yawning my life away tender young confusion send black mariah for blue delusions lays heavy oh so heavy on my mind im so sick of peoples expectations leaves me tired all the time if your homes full of useless aggravation then dont bring it to mine i seem to spend my life just waiting for the chorus cause the verse is never nearly good enough the hooligan half of me that steals from woolworths while the other lives for love im so sick of peoples expectations leaves me tired all the time if your homes full of worthless aggravation then dont bring it to mine singing for the lonely were not the only ones who feel this so scared of what im doing all the time singing for the lonely were not the only ones who feel this scared of what were doing all the time ^ oh it seemed forever stopped today all the lonely hearts in london caught a plane and flew away and all the best women are married all the handsome men are gay you feel deprived yeah are you questioning your size? is there a tumour in your humour, are there bags under your eyes? do you leave dents where you sit, are you getting on a bit? will you survive you must survive when there's no love in town this new century keeps bringing you down all the places you have been trying to find a love supreme a love supreme oh what are you really looking for? another partner in your life to abuse and to adore? is it lovey dovey stuff, do you need a bit of rough? get on your knees yeah turn down the love songs that you hear 'cause you can't avoid the sentiment that echoes in your ear saying love will stop the pain saying love will kill the fear do you believe you must believe when there's no love in town this new century keeps bringing you down all the places you have been trying to find a love supreme a love supreme i spy with my little eye something beginning with got my back up and now she's screaming so i've got to turn the track up sit back and watch the royalties stack up i know this girl she likes to switch teams and i'm a fiend but i'm living for a love supreme when there's no love in town this new century keeps bringing you down all the places you have been trying to find a love supreme a love supreme come and live a love supreme don't let it get you down everybody lives for love come and live a love supreme don't let it get you down everybody lives for love come and live a love supreme don't let it get you down everybody lives for love come and live a love supreme don't let it get you down everybody lives for love come and live a love supreme don't let it get you down everybody lives for love 这世界上居然有一种叫做桂花红烧肉的东西，听着就香。

纯属铺垫忽然之间无意义出现歌词的解释分割线..................................................

其实只是忽然之间明白为什么对西西家小白和凡凡家小银心存抵触,所谓滥大街真是我人生最不愿意的事儿.就像今早看苏芒在鲁豫有约说的一样,一个人偏执的要求且不能从中获利,那一定是她真的坚信.抵触了信仰.亦如是.

苏芒真的漂亮,虽然凡凡说鲁豫本人是另一本书封页上的样子,但始终还是觉得苏芒更加利落自信放肆骄傲.只哭给别人看的女人,有一样的幸福和令人微笑的心机.

忽然之间明白为什么偏执地喜欢,原来是和男人一样.高大,敦厚,包容,温暖,亲切,漂亮,水灵.呵呵,一见钟情,甚至是传闻里就喜欢.却一样缺乏安全感. 然而当然还有,对自己朝三暮四没有信心. ^_____^.

甚至是一样的,没有准备就陷入抉择.=============.=================== 逃避,拖延..其实明白躲不过.

SO噶~SIDE A理顺了却扯出了SIDE B的卡线,人生就酱触类旁通却千千结着.

所以我继续连自己也莫名其妙地偏执,顶撞你,无视你,抱歉着.再在谁面前不知所措下去.

一个不知应向谁倾诉可以得到帮助的迷惑.需要解答,不是分享,不只是安抚.

所以只能希望有一天,能在某个角落,灵光一闪的再次遇到一个高人,一篇美文.告诉我,现在的到底是怎样.理由?出路...

现在,我只一遍遍的出差,一个人行走,在路上.

除了咒语,不见什么人,累,不只是身体的.

只是那么多习惯了很HIGH的见面,拥抱,喧哗的XDJM回归,一定会振作起来.笑容发自内心,对你们,那是一辈子的真诚.

然后,顺其自然.

不想说人永远渺小,任时间宰割.因为心中长有抗衡的期待.